Sometimes I wonder.
Am I at total ease with myself and the world around me.
How free do I feel when I am at ease with everything and everyone around me…I have tasted that freedom… when my mind is not questioning constantly the WHY? Why is this person behaving in this way? Why is this happening? Why are people so demanding, careless or whatever it is in that moment?
Is it even possible to surrender, to be calm like water… just keep flowing with the flow of life…being life itself…
I wonder what would happen with such acceptance, complete non resistance with everything. But the mind says how would I act then? If I am not uneasy, would I be motivated to do anything.
How would I act against the evil and in favour of truth. Is it really true that I can’t take action if I am not agitated or in pain? I wonder again.
What if I could take action from the place of ease always, knowing that my power lies in ease n peace. Knowing It is my nature to take action for the truth and do whatever I need to do for it.
Seems so hard, isn’t it? I have learnt that until I feel uncomfortable, uneasy or in pain, the motivation to change is not there.
Then I look at nature…constantly in change from one form to other with simple ease and comfort..everything is in harmony with self and others…no conflict, no pain, just being…
It seems to me, I am a part of nature too…a part of this whole existence…then what is the reason the most powerful vehicle of creation…my mind, is not helping me to be at peace…rather it takes me away from my own true nature…
Can I use it in a better way? Can I really be at total ease with my self and with every single thing around me?
I wonder.
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Much love.